Missing...

Sometimes I wish I knew English literature.

But I've never made any effort to get to know it.

Most times I wish I were someone better.

Despite all the effort I dispense every single day to achieve this,

I've never felt I was actually getting any close to it.

Loop loop loop

nonetheless... I like that word.

none... nevertheless sounds brutal. Never!

This kind of "Muggle made Pensieve" of mine gladly works.

And the spelling check of my Mac is a bless.

Ok! time for me to be responsible for something someone will eventually be glad for!

for the time, I can only offer some random words.

nonetheless...

Loosing a life

Today I had gasoline in my hands for the first time in my life.

I believe that the fear that ran through me at the time, is the same fear young doctors feel when they get blood in their hands for the first time.

The reaction of a doctor in his first arterial rupture experience, might be of putting his hand over the wound to keep the blood from coming out. The guy deals with a 1.6 kPa pressure so it is easy to use your hand. Nevertheless, a life is at stake on that moment and the fear is unstoppable.

On the other hand, my fear is also true. I deal with gasoline flowing over 300 kPa pressure and when it decides to come off there is no way of holding it with your bare hands. That is becasue most of the time it is a tiny gap between small parts that allows the fuel to gain a new direction. In my case the leak of gasoline do not represent the risk of loosing one life, but a few. Depends on how many people are in the room at the time. Once it is out and about, a tiny spark can ignite it into a major explosion. The good side of it is that in my case there is always a BIG RED BUTTON that says emergency stop!

Back on writing

It's been a while since I last wrote something here.

Feels nice to be back at the same time that being back means I might be having too much time to spend here! As long as I am no feeling lonely I think it might be okay to write.

What should I write about this time?

First, I think I should tell whoever reads this supposedly hidden blog that I, from now on, will write here using my first Mac! That really means something, right?

Anyway, I am not sure what I have already written here about my situation but I have been back home and back to Japan. I am not a researcher anymore. At least not for now. Now I am an Engineer again! I kinda make auto-parts.

Since Japanese will be a must know language from now on, I might spend some time writing in Japanese here for training. Just like I do with the English stuff. I still expect someone to comment correcting my grammar and spelling mistakes.

I am also looking forward to learning Korean, maybe. I think it could be a good business. Leverage. So if you are a girl, good-looking, between your 20's and 30's, speaks English and wants to teach Korean to a interesting guy, please let me know ；」

OK, enough for today. Stay tuned if you want to look at nice pictures of the universe.